today was a day i feel a little bit better after the AIA championships in November,i was like bowling a 190 average during that period of time dropped to a 150 average for the past one month until today in the tuesday league i bowled a 184 average which is a little off my usual average but than i am not too happy about it,is it because i am bowling below my average or is it because i lost the drive to bowl.
i used to look forward to bowling everyday but recently i just dont feel like bowling anymore,from 4 times bowling a week reduce to 3times bowling a week to once a week till now its like i dont even bowl unless its my turn to bowl league.
is it because i am suffering from burnt out?
is it because of my torn right knee patella?
is it because i do not have my new bowling balls to bowl with?
is it because i lost the love for bowling?
i dont know...i seriously dont know anymore
i used to be able to have an answer for everything(well almost all),but now i just dont know what am i doing,where am i heading,what will become of me in the future.
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