Memories

today chatted with a friend i knew since school days,asking what happened that resulted in the family breakup.

i can only be a listening ear as i am not a good adviser especially when it comes to such issues.

after the phone call,memories of my life came back to me like an old video tape player that is playing non stop.

memories...
good,bad,happy,sad,anger you name it,this show known as "john's life" have it.

i heard some news which i am really pissed about,cant even enjoy the dinner that i had.

i am at a freaking dilemma now as i am at a cross road in the decision that i am gonna make after i hear the news.

ermmm lets call the person "Bristol",i have a project that "Bristol" can greatly contribute and benefit in the long run

But now another person lets call this person "Monica" is trying ways and means to make use of "Bristol" and some others to get to her own personal agenda.

So now i am thinking should i take the risk and let "Bristol" participate in the project and risk problems in future as i will never know if "Monica" will be able to get to "Bristol" at the end of the day.

Or should i just cut "Bristol" away totally NOW to prevent slightest problems that may even pop out?

well some pple might think that by taking away "Bristol" now is tantamount to sentencing a person to death without trial,so why not give him a chance until the problem arises that try to solve it.

some might even think that why not take away "Monica" now to prevent her from sabotaging the whole thing?

some will even think that take away "Bristol" now to prevent any headaches.

so who to take away?
Bristol?
Monica?
Both?

that is a big headache for me